Evil

 I don't know 
Whether you intended
To cause those who care about you
Pain.

I don't know 
Whether you intended 
To hurt the ones 
Who trusted you.

I don't know 
If you're evil
Or simply stupid.

I don't know 
Why my heart 
Can't let you go.

I don't know
Why my head hurts
And a voice inside me screams
That I'm making a mistake.

I don't know 
Why being human 
Means hurting 
Those you hold dear. 

I don't know
Why I care so much.

I just know
That I know what you did
Is wrong.

I just know
That I can't accept a world
Where it's normal
And accepted. 

I just know 
That I cared 
About you.

That I trusted you.

That I wanted to believe you were good.