I wish I could believe that my world would stay real forever. I don't care if it's here when I die, but I want to believe that it will be. I want to believe that the things I care about are not only important, but could only be used for good. I want to believe there is such a thing as a world that will outlast the Infinite. Alas, all I have is a delusion, and I'm not very good at maintaining it. I wish I knew how to believe that our world was endless. Barring that, I wish I could learn to accept its demise.